Saturday, March 5, 2011

I Need To Forget

I know that life isn't all roses and fairytales.

Believe me, I know.

But I just want to know when it will get better, again.

Everything was so good, and I mean really good.

I felt like I was finally getting to a good place, after everything.

Then I am back to square one after being ripped apart. Even now, it is still happening to me.

I just want to forget. I just want it to disappear again.

Not for it to be in my subconscious so that it can attack me in my sleep. But gone.

Right now, I have no idea how to get back to that place, where everything was good.


Cate said...

Sadly you cant get back to the same place. You have to work through the mud, the grit and the pain to reach a new place. A wiser place and often a better place. Hang in there lovely, This too shall pass and one day it will leave your subconsious and be a memory. xx

april said...

you will get there - promise. can't say when or how but you will. hugs.