Saturday, March 5, 2011

I Need To Forget

I know that life isn't all roses and fairytales.

Believe me, I know.

But I just want to know when it will get better, again.

Everything was so good, and I mean really good.

I felt like I was finally getting to a good place, after everything.

Then I am back to square one after being ripped apart. Even now, it is still happening to me.

I just want to forget. I just want it to disappear again.

Not for it to be in my subconscious so that it can attack me in my sleep. But gone.

Right now, I have no idea how to get back to that place, where everything was good.

2 comments:

Cate said...

Sadly you cant get back to the same place. You have to work through the mud, the grit and the pain to reach a new place. A wiser place and often a better place. Hang in there lovely, This too shall pass and one day it will leave your subconsious and be a memory. xx

april said...

you will get there - promise. can't say when or how but you will. hugs.